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| 03:45pm 08/11/2002 |
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Well last night around 8 pm i decided that I was gonna go out with fallon pat and stephanie. Im glad I went, I had a good time. We went to CHADS, its next to Johnson and Wales...had a couple of drinks, and then we went to WENDYS. I didnt eat tho. Well I can not wait for tomorrow cause Matts comin down! YEA, I miss my baby so much. Well i gotta go now...must refresh myself with a shower! |
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| 03:01pm 30/10/2002 |
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well not too much has gone on since I last wrote. Im sittin in my room now waiting for 4 pm to roll around cause then Im off to the gym! good times. I have all my work done for class tomorrow so im kinda bored. Dont feel like goin to the lounge or anywhere on campus so im just gonna be lazy and sit here with nicole and watch talk shows. Im goin home tomorrow b/c i need to work this weekend. GET THIS! Jeannie, Debbie, and Josh were all FIRED from the Y. Its crazy, I think I had somethin to do with it but im not gonna get into that one. So my class on Monday is cancelled and the college is closed on Tuesday for Election Day ( but not veternas day...go figure huh) So im working friday monday and tuesday from 7-3. thank god cause i need $$$$$$$$$ money is a great thing to have around the holidays lol. but Im gonna go now...I MISS YOU MATT, cant wait to see u tomorrow |
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| 04:40pm 16/10/2002 |
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mood: drained
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Wow...its been a while since i last wrote. Well lets see...Matt is doing good. He can walk without the crutches now, just not long distances. He started PT which is good. So I got a little jealous of Matt getting all of the attention from being in the hospital that I decided to go myslef, lol. Actually it wasnt funny at all. ON last Tuesday nite I had sever pains in my lower right side. So immediatly I think appendix. So my RA called an ambulance and I was taken to RI Hospital. They did so many tests on me I dont even know. KIdney STones? Appendix? Pregnancy? UTI? Cist? They didnt know. I was in the damn emergency room from 9pm - 630 the next morning when I was finally admitted. OH the morphine was great lol. I wasnt released until thurday afternoon when we found out that I had had a ruptured ovarian cist....thats why the pain came on so suddenly. But Im ok now. I just have to go in for a check up on Friday morning. But in the meanwhile at school I missed two midterms! that sucked. MY western lit teacher was cool about it and asked me if i was ready to take it on tuesday...and I was...so i did. It was kinda hard. Then I went to talk to Mendy...my teacher for Africa. He gave me such a hard time...but I through out the hospital papers to prove it and he let me take it today. It sucked....I think i passed....but barely. who knows? maybe i got an A! haha fat chance. Now I have to go write a paper that my western lit teacher gave me an extention on...thank god. i love her. Tomorrow I go home to see my baby! And I get to give him his bday present because I wont be with him on his bday cause its inthe middle of the week. this friday Im working and then "im coming back to RIC with Amy for the nite"...but Im actually sleeping over Matts b/c his parents are going away for the weekend! Wahoo....lol. Well I have to stop procrastinating now....its so icky out! |
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| Back at RIC |
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| 08:44pm 06/10/2002 |
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well im back. wish i was still with matt tho. i have a crap load of stuff to do this week, including 2 midterms on thursday...Western Lit and Africa. Im all set on Western Lit but Africa is...well....ill do, ok. Not great...but ok. I have to do some reading for my Core 3...and study for my Voice and Articulation Exam on next Tuesday. IPA is not fun...its like a whole new freakin language. I have enough trouble writing and speaking English lol. Well im gonna go talk to Matt now...then lay down and get some rest. Gosh, im always tired lately. I really should get that checked out lol. I go to bed at 11...wake up at 12....still tired by like 9. Its not right. I started reading up on why i might be tired and i found out that it might be the birth control that im on. I might have to switch...i dont kno yet tho...g2g |
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| Schoolwork Sux |
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| 05:13pm 02/10/2002 |
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mood: drained
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Its a known fact to all students that homework sux. Esp when you realize you have more than what you thought. That was me about 5 minutes ago lol. I have to read Dantes "The Divine Comedy" cantos 6-23, and answer a total of 27 questions. Not short answers either, like "BOB", its like....paragraph or more. This sux. Thank god its the only class I have tomorrow. I have to bring home some work this weekend though. I esp need to read Masters of the Dew for My Caribbean class for Monday/Wednesday. I cant wait to be with Matt tho :) I love you baby. Well i better go get started on this! Wish me luck |
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| Poor Kid |
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| 05:15pm 01/10/2002 |
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Well Matts not doin so well. He tore the muscles in his hip and took along some bone while he was at it. He is in so much pain and i really wish I could be there with him while he goes through it. Hes outta soccer for the rest of the season, and hes on crutches for a while. I cant wait for Thursday to come so i can go see him and give him a big ( gentle ) hug and kiss. I miss You baby, and you kno i am here for you |
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| 08:14pm 30/09/2002 |
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Have you ever had a feeling that something was wrong? well i just knew it. I knew something was not right. It was taking Matt a very long time to get back from soccer, too long. At first I was like...maybe its away, then I remembered it wasnt. My stomach sank...i just knew he wasnt ok. So i called his house...no answer. My eyes started to fill up. I called my mom. I said to her that something was wrong, and she said that maybe he just went out to dinner afterwards. I didnt believe it. About 10 minutes goes by and my mom called me. She says to me "we didnt wanna say anything b/c we knew that you would be worried, Matts fine, hes in the hospital and hes waiting for xrays to come back". She said that she couldnt bare not telling me the truth, when inside i already knew it. So i started crying...in about another 10 minutes the phone rang. And it was Steve. He said that he wanted to tell me online, but his mom said not to...because it would worry me. Well here is a newsflash...i have like a freakin girlfriends intuition or something b/c i knew my baby was hurt. He was at the hospital with Matt...and i guess hes all drugged up. I told Steve to tell him that I love him and I wish I could be there. If I had a car I would have been there by now. hehe i guess thats why they dont wanna tell me...b/c they know me to well. Now i sit...and wait. Its really hard not knowing whats happening with someone that you love so much, and that you would do anything in the world for. God I wish I could be there. Please call me soon... I love u baby |
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| For Matt |
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| 04:05pm 30/09/2002 |
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mood:  loved
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I've finally experienced it. That one special moment in your life. The moment when you kiss someone & everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you...and him. Then you realize that this person, is the person you are supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment, you get this amazing gift, and you wanna laugh, and you wanna cry, cause you feel so lucky that you found it, and so scared that it will go away, all at the same time.
12-24-01 I Love You Matt and I miss you so much:'( |
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| 11:31pm 26/09/2002 |
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I miss my baby so much. thank goodness that its almost saturday and ill get to see him. On a brighter note I went to get my balance status from my account and i have $200 that came outa nowhere! thats pretty cool. but i still wish i was with matt :( Im gonna go to bed now |
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| 10:26am 25/09/2002 |
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Yup...still feel shitty. And on top of the allergies I have cramps like you wouldnt believe. But anyways, I have a dumb class next then Im done at 1220 but I got some work to do for tomorrow. My first test in Africa. Should be interesting...lol. I just wanna sleep and curl up in my bed and die. I miss you Matt and can't wait to see you on Saturday:) Well off to my class now........... |
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| 09:25am 24/09/2002 |
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Happy Anniversary Baby! I Love You :) |
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| Dying |
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| 05:08pm 23/09/2002 |
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the past few days i have been dying. i cant breathe my eyes are itchy and watery and my nose will not stop running. i feel like shit. damn allergies. today was the worst. i didnt sleep at all last night cause i was up blowing my nose every 30 minutes. I had class at 8, which i almost passed out in, then i came back to my room and slept ( only for an hour tho). Then there was a knock on my door. It was Nicole's BF Kevin. So him and I chilled until Nicole got back around 1215. Finally I got up the energy to take a shower, that made me feel a little better. So Nic and I went to Stop n SHop and Providence Place. That Mall is awesome! Its got carpets, and it looks like a "movie" mall, kno what i mean? I didnt buy anything tho. Gotta save up my money for Matts Bday present. Its good let me tell ya :) Well I gotta go do all my work now. lata |
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| 10:19am 18/09/2002 |
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well i woke up today at 730, not good considering I have class at 8 and it takes like 10 minutes to walk over there lol. i made it in time tho, and i stopped and got a french vanilla capaccino :)The class was so gosh dang boring I wanted to pass out...."West Indians in Trinidad are" ,and what I heard.."blah blah blah blah...blah blah, blah" Now Im just waiting for 1045 to role around so i can go to dumb class...aka college experience 101-01. Its so boring and not worth my time. Well after class I have so much shit to do for schoolwork, that will take me until like 9 tonight and then Ill get to talk to matty :) I cant wait for tomorrow baby, I'll pick you up after ur game. On Friday I get to work at the Y from 7-3 which is great b/c i need the $$$$$$$$ sooooo much. Gotta save up for your bday present baby! lol, you gotta let me know what you want. If anyone has any ideas on what to get matt for his birthday let me kno...AMY KEEP THE DIRTY THINGS OUT YOUR MIND, cause i kno you all too well. Gotta go read an article for dumb class |
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| 10:30am 16/09/2002 |
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I cant believe that its been one week since I last wrote. Well lets see...I'll start with last Wed. I went to Matty's soccer game in Quincy. They finally beat North for the first time in like....well a long time. Matt was in new for the first half and then coach put Ray in at the begining of the second half. But....Ray didnt do so well so coach had to put Matt back in. He doesnt think that he played well but I do. Thursday night I did nothing...nothing at all. I got most of my work done that is due this week. Friday I slept until about 10...cleaned my entire dorm room spit spot, and then I got ready to go out. Fallon Caroline I and friends went to Chad's. Its a bar/dance club. It was good times. We were standing in line and I thought that the kid ahead of us looked familiar...so I looked closer and realized who it was. Mike T, and then I saw his brother Matt was with him too :) We had fun singing kareokee too :) Saturday was the best day though. Matt came down at about 9 and we spent the whole day together. I dont have a car down here and there is not much to do w/out one. So we watched movies...went to the store and got snacks...but the best part was.................3 HOURS OF FRIENDS EPISODES!!!!!!!!!!!! lol I owe Matt for putting up with that. Even though he admits that they were good episodes. He ended up leavin about 1030 that night and I stayed up and watched Legally Blonde. I woke up Sunday at 12! It felt so good. I didnt do much yesterday...just chilled. And now I just got back from class...all done for today. Just waitin for my load of whites to be done. I washed my colors yesterday :) Gotta go check on them
Love You Matt~Miss you bunches :( |
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| and im back |
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| 03:59pm 09/09/2002 |
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well im back at school now....i have been since yesterday actually. I was so happy I only had one class today though. It just sux that it was at 8 am. Oh well. I came back to my room and read the rest of Oedipus. Wasn't too bad b/c i've read it before and this one that Im reading right now is the translated version. Now Im just waiting for Fallon to come back so we can go to the gym..she gets out of class at 4...so it shouldnt be much longer. I can not wait for Wednesday... Matts playing North Quincy and Darren and Amy are nice enough to drive me one way each :) Im so happy I get to see him play. It like makes my week lol. Well I'll write lata on but I g2g now...love u matty |
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| 1st Day |
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| 10:54pm 03/09/2002 |
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Well it was my first day of classes today at RIC. They were boring but the profs seemed really nice. I think that the classes are going to be interesting. Esp. the Africa class...really really interesting. I was pumped when i found out the Fallon and Caroline were in my voice class. After voice us three and Allana went to sign up at the gym and went to bertuccis for pizza.....sooooo yummy :) But I really miss home....I really really miss matt. I just want to hold him in my arms and hear his voice. I kno it sounds all sappy and cheesy but its true. I love him with all of my heart and I can not wait to come home Thursday. Well i gotta go now. Eeeewwww class at 8am :( But im out for the day at 1230!!!!!!!
Love You Matt |
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| and it starts |
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| 03:39pm 02/09/2002 |
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well matt just left RIC and im really upset. I kno im gonna see him and talk to him its just not the same. its gonna be hard but i kno we can do it. im really not worried at all. on a brighter note i love my dorm room and my roomate nicole is wicked cool. i just really wish that i didnt have to start classes right away. I think its nuts to only have one day to move everything in and get yourself all situated and whatnot. oh well i cant do much about it.i gotta get goin now....i love u matt |
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| 05:48pm 28/08/2002 |
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well i am pooped. i went to bertuccis last night with meagan, conso, drew, and shawn. it was like our last "hoorah" before we all leave for school. conso left today and meagan leaves tomorrow. so we went and had dinner and then meagan and i went searching the mall for wallets. not expensive ones...but not teenie bopper ones either ya know. I finally just got a little plain black one...its ok, for now. About 10 we picked Matty up at his house. He was all done. soccer is really tough on him i feel so bad but there is not much i can do except be there for him. So we hung out together and met up with dave, corey, and evan. It was an ok night i guess. Bertuccis was the best of the night. SO I got home early too...like 1130. but i had to wake up at 530 for work. today was a hard day b/c i had to say goodbye to one of my boys. Hes in a wedding this weekend so he wont be in school on my last day. i swear i almost started crying. im such a geek. Then my daddy and i went to BJ's to get all my food fo school and then i came home and kept on packing...and packing. Its so stressful getting eveything together. but i am almost done...finally. now im sitting here waiting for matt and meagan to call me. im going to meagans for goodbye dinner and then heading towards matts. well i gotta go, i'll update u on my sooooooo exciting life of getting ready for college lata |
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| Happy Anniversary Matt :) |
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| 11:25pm 24/08/2002 |
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Well the best 8 months of my life have been spent w/u. I Love you Matt, I cant say it or express it enough. Today I worked from 11-5 and I swear everyone came to visit me i felt special! lol. Matt, Steve, Darren, Dugan, Chris, Stoney, and T. It was weird. But the b/c of a fire hazard at the store on Friday afternoon the store was closed Friday from 12-530...so of course the District Manager was at the store all day today. I mean, Jim was nice and all, but its still intimidating. Then after work I went to Matts where he once again surprised me...and gave me a beautiful necklace. Then we went and saw Serving Sara...it was pretty good. Afterwards we went back to his house and cuddled on the couch for a bit until the phone rang. It was JP. He broke up with Alicia tonite. So he came ova for about 15 minutes and told us about how much he hated her. It was quite amusing, but then again JP is somewhat always amusing. Or should I say "Flamboiant", lol. Now I am just sitting here watching Just Shoot Me and Im about ready to call it a day. I leave for school in just 9 days....AHHHHHHH. :( and :), but more of the :'( |
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| Feelin Better |
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| 09:30pm 18/08/2002 |
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Well today was ok. I went to Meagans graduation party about 3 o'clock and Matt and I stayed until 5:15. Then he had to go to soccer. We talked about what was bothering me these past few days and i feel a little better. Tomorrow I have to go the registry to get a new license. Yup, lost it, again. Oh well. Im gonna go lay back down with Matt and watch TV. |
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